My Story two

hellooo.... i have story for you. i am sad and confused now. because,my feeling as I can not wait. I was confused to do anything. To be sure I was jealous with my boyfriend. I feel, he is more close to another woman, and her own cousin. I feel if my boyfriend was more menyukain's cousin. Because, lately I noticed my boyfriend was very cool to me and as there was something in his hide from. I was not comfortable and not comfortable. Many people say that my love is still love me. But, until now I'm still waiting for the proof is still silent. And my boyfriend also said that he was loved and not like other women besides me. and lots of encouragement to me, if my boyfriend was very loved and did not want to break up with me. I hope it's only just a blase attitude not because he was bored with me. And he himself said that he only helped my cousin, not because of love. But "just friends" he said that to me many times. I was difficult to believe. because he was so close to my cousin. But, the gossip of the people, too, my boyfriend was also just helped my cousin alone. I hope so, too, and he did not have more than friendly feelings for my cousin's. Oh god, I'm very confused right now. I really need your help. I do not want to part with my beloved. I want proof that he did love me faithfully. And please give me another way to stop the jam broke up this issue. I was hoping that my girlfriend I loved it not damage my confidence, and hopefully he wrote did not have a sense of what the other girls what god yes. And if he's still really really love me, prove to me their love. and if he jogohku, I was always closer to her. yes god help me, I beg you. amiiiiiiiiiin